sxxk..

it had been a long time that i had stopped using english for my blog..
so..i use it for today..

soon..i wil finish my spm ..
and aso i wil start my new life in another city with the same identity as a student..
what to do..m been chose for national service..
plus i have some health little problems..so im not going for that..
parents keep asking me to intake for study on jan..
not even one month times 4 me to rest adter my examination..
i couldnt reject for that..
becoz..we r having the same feel..
i dont have much confident for my result..
although i felt that i had did my best n quite well during examination for some papers..
but..everything r hard to decide n think by own rite..

so..m goin for study soon..
m goin to leave my mum for temporary..
i scare that i cant suit myself wothout her..
coz..she is important to me ..anytime..anywhere..

well..exam make me quite tired..
but i knw i muz continue fighting by studying hard n do the last revision of all..
thats the last time 4 me to showed wat had i done for form 4 n form 5..
i meant for studies la..

time passed by quickly..stil left 5 subjects ..
soon..form 5 studies life n spm wil be end ..
is time 4 me to start my new life too..
18 years old life..
wow..
i m getting older..
life..
could be meaningful or meaningless..
everything could be change in a short time even a day..
so..like what frens always to say..
pls appreciate the thing u have..n content with wat u have too..
life is short ..since we r keep growing up n age aso increase at the same time..
time cnt be return..age too..

whn is the end of my life?
dunoe
whn onli my sadness wil end in my life?
dunoe..

life is the answer..it teach u everything n let u knw what u wonder whn u r stil living..
so..stay hapi..with ur style..

sometimes..u may feel tired 4 what u r having now..
u may have the feel for giving up..but dont..
muz believe in urself that u can do it..
believe ur heart..
believe god..
he wil give u wat u want if u reali hope it n do ur best with ur truth heart.

same as me..
no ways 4 thinking too muc..
since u haven step out ur first feet..
muz try to step out ur first feet..
onli u can continue ur life with another feet..
jiayou..
i knw u can handle it..
same as me..

i knw i can..