Thursday, April 23, 2009

我爸结婚了..

别人有爸爸..我也有..我有的只是一个外号.名词..从小..我以为我的家庭很幸福..直到小学..pc language problem agian!! pc also bully me at thiz time!!! my family had happened somethings n made me to get know bout my parents had acuatly divoice..n mani more to tell..but ..i think i unable to type all thiz 4 now..my dad had married..with another women..yea..he can go to get a new wife..but y didnt tell me at first?after had registered also didnt tell me..wait til mani aunty n uncle keep on asking me onli i felt curious..n asked him juznow in his car..''i admitted i had married..but i didnt have another family''thats wat he told me..4 sure..caz ur wife cant give birth..becaz of some health problem..n luckily she unable to do it..otherwise..born one more unlucky child n maybe wil aso alomost be crazy like me when he/she grow up..

4 DAD..
i dont know wat u reali want..u had destroy mum's life..without apologize..she didnt paid to being fool by u!!at first..my mum was not married with u!!was u the one!!who destroy her nice n sweet love realationship that almost marry..u cheated all the guys n ppl that wil treated my mum with the best u had..but wat had going on 4 now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bro's orgen music instrunment had until grade 8..u stop him for learning juz 4 release ur anger!!!
u sent bro to NEW ERA..n when he was having his enjoyable studies over there u transfered him to UTAR!!..u should knew that bro stil was not able to study in uni..but juz 4 ur own selfish..u juz transfered him overthere..n i remembered that u stil went to cc of uni n told the cashier that if bro went ober ther muz caled u imediately..at the same time..u didnt give him a handphone or a notebook!!!caz of didnt suitable to tough studies..bro was not studies quite well..so he wanted to change to ktar..u juz let him..caz y?caz u odi had anohter women that time..!!u didnt k of him animore!!!u r juz too selfish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Bro hates U!!so he studies hard n now?he ahd odi back from UNITED KINGDOM!!n was working in a quite famous firm..u told him be4 that u had money..juz c whether he can studies for further onli..now he did it!!he had graduate!!!jealous??he did it when u had leave thiz family n started a new relationship with another women..!!mum was the one who keep encourage him to be tough n study hard..while u..juz paid the fee..n doing nothing..u always said that u juz have to be a responsible daddy..BUT..be a responsible dad not juz in money!!u juz paid n gave money..others u was FAIL!!!

while me?i got 7 As 4 UPSR..u scolded me badly becaz when i got my result i told my mum 4 the first..i didnt tel u first..but do u stil remember?when i m having my UPSR..u had ur wonderful time outside with another women!!u stil dare to bring her 4 me to have a look when i m standard 4 or 5!!be4 i started my UPSR..even one wish..u also didnt said it to me..MUM was the one who keep encourage me!!okie..when secondary skul..u didnt allow me 4 ani tuisyen..cant buy ani reference books..when mum had bought me silently..u scolded her badly..u tought me science when i m form 2..i paid all my attention to listen to ur talking..but when back to home u told mum that i didnt paid attention n keep talking..as the result..i beated my mum n scolded badly by her..not oni onece u did that!!form 2..mum chased u out caz of ur selfish..at the same time..u had planed to find another women..when i m form3..mum n i had an accident..mum was injured badly..she thought i was fine at that time n sent me to bustop 4 skulling hardly that time..mum was almost faint!!!but she stil being strong n back home..when i reach skull..my hand n leg had injured quite badly..my fren asked me to go to find u..i went to find u..asked u 4 help..u juz said nothing..''cal guru tugas bring u to c doctor..''hey..u was my daddy..u didnt wana to take me to c doctor..u didnt ask bout mum also!!!PUan ang help me to clean the leg n hand n said that i muz go to hospital to clean proberly..caz was quite deep..then she asked me whether had contact my dad..i said had..they said muz caled dad to bring u home..i told..my dad was not free.they asked wher was my dad..i said.here..they wondered who?i said..TAN KOK KEONG..oh!!GPK !!CIKGU TAN!!now u had reitred..that time..u had also found a new gf in the same skul with me!!a teacher!!..form4..i m able to get into acount first class..caz of ur wife.u didnt want me to go into the first class of acount caz she wil be teaching them math..u worried that i wil hurt her..so u try to protect her by sending me to acounts econd class...then when u found that second class of acount was not a good environment 4 me to study..u used thiz as excuse n transfered me to a far skul in the same town..acualty.was u n ur sife wana me to leave the skul that both of u been..u wana me to be away from u n her..i forced to transfer over ther..that skul was far away form my house..u told me that sure got transport..i said dunahve..u scolded me..''if becaz of transport i duwnan to transfer..u beter go to die..smal challege also cant take with''so i folowed wat u said..u send me to new skul when skul reoen in JUN..then u told me that u had meeting that day..so cant feltch me home..i had to take bus 4 home in the first day of start y new skul..i wait 4 one hour bus that day.u nvr asked..u tried not to send me skul n asked met o take bus..i told u i wil be late..u didnt believe..mum have to asked bro to give u warning onli u send to skul everyday..becaz u was the one who transfered me over ther!!!n back fron skul..i ahve to wait for almost one hour n half bus..n i was the onli one chinese gurl who waitng 4 bus..u nvr worry bout my safety...form5..caz u was going to retire..so u transfered me to a laoya skul in the same otwn also..mentakab juz have 3 skul..n i had study all of them..u was the one who made all thiz.!!!juz 4 ur own selfish n fun u transfered me to 2 skul within a year!!most of the theachers thought that i was discipline porblem students!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i had my secondary with 3 skul..!!!when form4 i started to work hard in cocuriculum..by joining bomba..krs..kpa..4 competiton ..juz hope to get more marks..so maybe i able to study in matric 4 my future study after form5..caz u told me be4..''i wun pay ani sen 4 ur study''

u juz k BRO din K of ME!!!

so now my cocuriculum marks was 0!!now..i muz hav 3 sijil of cocuriculum to graduate in form 5!!so i gotta froced myself to join bomba gain...bomba was alway juz malay!!i m chinese n i forced to chaleege myself with stupid 3kg hos plus another5 kg fake ppl juz 4 marks!!!!!!!!u asked me y i wil becam so thin !!u blamed me that i joined bomba..!!n said i got desease!!said i muz eat til 50kg thiz month..ifnot..i ahv to go to c doctor 4 further health checking n injection!!!!!!!STUPID!!!when i was quite chubby u said that i better on diet..when i became thinner u blame me agian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!what do u wan!!!!!!!!!u has spoite my mum whole life n my secondary studies life too!!stil not enugh???????????????????????????????????????????u had retired..although u had married..when i asked u u stil cheated me by sating no n scolded me!!!!!now..until cant cheated me onli admited..u had married u should tell me!!!!!i m ur daugther!!!!!!!!u should gave me a heart preapare..outsiders keep saying mum n i caz of u n ur wife!!!!!!!!!!

n the skul i was studying..i keep on been bully by some teachers caz of u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i HATE U!!!!TAN KOK KEONG!!!!
U WAS A MOST FAILURE DAD IN DA WORLD!!!!!!!
tell u..i m so hurt 4 now!!!tears keep dropping..

DxMN U!!!
FXCK U!!

sorry 4 mani eng grammers n speeling mistake..caz i was moody to check it back..